Dark Brown to Blonde in one day!

I hated my hair! I love it now. For years I've been longing for golden locks! And now I have them.

I'm going to talk about my experience! 

18th Birthday Update!

Happy Birthday to me!

Belated birthday, as this post comes up. 

I finally turned 18 on the 22nd of December. My family doesn't care too much about birthdays, to be honest we haven't really celebrated birthday past certain ages, but this year my sister graduated college. She wanted to celebrate her graduation with a really nice dinner and the best date was on my actual birthday! 

Having so many siblings I'm super use to my birthday being shared, my oldest sister has a birthday two days away from mine. My family did a really incredible feat and ended up getting me gifts for my birthday this year that I'm planning on filming a video talking about! Hopefully, I'll do it soon.

Alternative and Fat guide to Fall!

It's fall! As you know from the horrible "craft" I did last year, I don't really like fall. Honestly it's overrated as fuck and I hate the colors that come with this season. There's tons of shit on the ground and it's just a general mess. 

The only good thing about this season is one holiday that happens in it.

But, fuck me up, I had a year to think of some damn awesome tips for fat femmes, babes, girls, cakes, and assholes alike. 

This is going to be my super omega try hard post for this season, so let's hope you like it!

Patheticism 1 ~ My two favorite Comfort Movies

Ask my girlfriend for verification of the fact calming me down from my emotions and panic attacks is not easy. I have really severe anxiety and a bunch of  other junk I don't really want to talk about.

The best thing that helps is a distraction so I can think about my emotions while enjoying myself! I've noticed in our relationship, it really does help to just sit down an enjoy a show or a movie. I have a select few movies I really enjoy - either because of nostalgia, goodness, or aesthetic! I'm gonna talk about my absolute top favorite two here. Now that school's starting up, you could find this useful!

LOTD(s) ~ Pineapple Sunflower, Pastel PwuPwu, Hubba hubba

Here's a damn overload of LOTD!(s)

For the past while I've been finally posting my outfits, full body and all, on Instagram! If you follow me, it seems normal now but I've always been really worried about harmful or hurtful comments. I'm plus size, a 16\18, and since I decided to make my body a part of my career I'm slowly making myself get over this awful feeling of self hate.

Three outfits from the span of the last month are in this post! I'm starting off with the most recent and my most favorite of the three, 

(Ai Chuu) *♥* Favorite Bags

LOTD ~ Cherry Cry Baby

Long time no piss! I've been busy with emotions and stuff happening. 

Here's a look I wore recently,

called Cherry Cry Baby!