Alternative and Fat guide to Fall!

It's fall! As you know from the horrible "craft" I did last year, I don't really like fall. Honestly it's overrated as fuck and I hate the colors that come with this season. There's tons of shit on the ground and it's just a general mess. 

The only good thing about this season is one holiday that happens in it.

But, fuck me up, I had a year to think of some damn awesome tips for fat femmes, babes, girls, cakes, and assholes alike. 

This is going to be my super omega try hard post for this season, so let's hope you like it!

Patheticism 1 ~ My two favorite Comfort Movies

Ask my girlfriend for verification of the fact calming me down from my emotions and panic attacks is not easy. I have really severe anxiety and a bunch of  other junk I don't really want to talk about.

The best thing that helps is a distraction so I can think about my emotions while enjoying myself! I've noticed in our relationship, it really does help to just sit down an enjoy a show or a movie. I have a select few movies I really enjoy - either because of nostalgia, goodness, or aesthetic! I'm gonna talk about my absolute top favorite two here. Now that school's starting up, you could find this useful!

LOTD(s) ~ Pineapple Sunflower, Pastel PwuPwu, Hubba hubba

Here's a damn overload of LOTD!(s)

For the past while I've been finally posting my outfits, full body and all, on Instagram! If you follow me, it seems normal now but I've always been really worried about harmful or hurtful comments. I'm plus size, a 16\18, and since I decided to make my body a part of my career I'm slowly making myself get over this awful feeling of self hate.

Three outfits from the span of the last month are in this post! I'm starting off with the most recent and my most favorite of the three, 

(Ai Chuu) *♥* Favorite Bags

LOTD ~ Cherry Cry Baby

Long time no piss! I've been busy with emotions and stuff happening. 

Here's a look I wore recently,

called Cherry Cry Baby!

(End of) Summer 2015 Mix!

Summer went by way way way waaaaay too fast! Not enough done... 

Here's my mix! I'm lukewarm happy with it. It's not very summery which is why it's an end of summer mix.

(listen here!)

How to be Sick (Part 1, the basics!)

I suffer from an immune system disorder that literally makes every germ in a 500 mile radius just, rush to me. I'm sick almost every week and I've gotten pretty good at dealing with how to be sick! There is an art to it, you know.

I don't know if I'm actually going to do a part 2 on this, I guess it'll just depend on what kind of reception this gets! 

LOTD - Mirror, Mirror!

Sadly, I didn't have anything to post this week! So I decided to post some nice pictures here this week of my look for the day.

I posted these to my tumblr if you wanna help me out by reblogging them!

It's not even alternative fashion, either. I'm trying a more classic look for my look today!

Great Ways to Stay Cool, Hot, Fresh and Fine!

Summer is literally the absolute fucking worst for fat people. Society as a whole tells us we can't wear certain things but also mocks up for being sweaty. Everyone knows that fat people not being able to expose themselves is complete bullshit, but the fear of being mocked sometimes gets too far under your skin and even though you know it's okay it can sometimes still be a bit too scary to show your skin!

I'm gonna share a few tips of my own for you struggling cuties out there! 

Bad DIY Hair Scrunchies (Using Book Socks\Covers)

I love love hair scrunchies! I love them so much I can never get enough of them. 

I wear them every time I take pictures now if my hairs up and the best way to sait my disgustingly rabid craving is to learn how to make them myself.

These instructions are pretty horrible, so this is more DIY for those who literally probably can't even tie their shoes. I'm one of those people.

Spring Pin Collection

I love pins! 👐 They're so much fun. I usually only wear certain colors for seasons, so I thought I'd share my spring ones.

High School Makeup Challenge (Middle School Style) Part 1

Middle school was a very find-yourself time for me. For those not in the United States, middle school is usually grades 5/6-8/9th, usually preteens who are 10ish to 14ish. 

During those years I went through 7 fucking different fashion phases. This phase what how I dressed from 7th to 8th grade, a weird decora-gyaru style dress!

Websites I want to Purchase From

Reminder none of these are sponsored. Do you think the Hand Shaped Chair store would sponsor someone like me? What would they even give me, multiple chairs?

... actually hey, Hand Shaped Chair store, sponsor me. I want all of your chairs.

Acen 2015 !

Boy, did I get beat up at this con! Blisters, bruises, cuts, so many damn bandages.

Acen has been the one con I'm most excited to always attend. Every year I get really into it! There's a ton of reasons but the main reason I love Acen is the fact I get to see my best friend (and partner) during the con every year. We've gone together for two years now!

5 Days of hard working, hard moving, and hard cosplaying.

* My photoset is here * 
*My personal photos will be uploaded soon! *
* My Acen tag is here *

Spring 2015 Playlist!

Here's a link!

2015 April Skosh Box!

I fucking love candy. I fucking love candy so much.

My family was so nice to buy me a trial of the wonderful Skoshbox, a monthly Japanese candy subscription box! Sadly this is my last one since I can't afford to keep my subscription, but I covered my first one in a video!

This was awesome and I loved the months I got this. I hope to get it again in the future since I was absolutely in love with the last box I got!\

How to support me!

This is a dumb post but a lot of people seem to ask me questions on how they can make sure I have the ability to fund what I do. Believe it or not, us fat slime monsters need to have some money too!

I don't have the ability to get a "real job" so I work as a blogger, youtuber, and shop runner.

Now that seems pretty easy to understand, buuut...

Some cute outfits I made in Polyvore!

Can you tell I'm running out of things to post about?

Acen 2014 - Strawberry Maid Shoot!

This is literally, no literally, almost a year old. In two months, at least. But I just got to work updating my portfolio and felt like finally posting some pictures!

Here's a cute frilly maid outfit I wore for Acen 2014! Thanks to my photographer!

F21 "Men's" purchase

It's no damn secret I am a piece of shit who hates gender roles. The fact that we still gender clothing isn't exactly F21's fault so don't expect me to go on a tangent about that bullshit.

Anyways I recently bought a super cute shirt from F21 on sale. It's this really cool print shirt that looks like the surface of the moon. Check this stock photos out because I'm too lazy to take my own pictures.

Long time no jiggle! (update)

I have not posted in so dang long I just felt like writing one out, haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

I've been up to a lot and nothing at the same time but let me do a quick fill in for all you who are interested!

January (Winter+New Year) 8track!

Wow, stresssssssssssssssssssssssss. I skipped over Christmas and holiday blogging, I'll try to make up for it in 2015!

Here's my first 8track of the new year! As usual I'm linking and embeding since I don't know which way is best.